arghhh , i hate to accept the fact but i'v to . his not mine anymore even i can see his face everyday since he work as a part-timer at my mom kindergarten . *not really everyday , just for dis sem breaks huh ! its hard , really hard . just imagine , i'v to face him in the morning till the class end . i'v to talk to him , i'v to smile ... & sometimes i'v to laugh when he makes some jokes . oh god . i cant face it anymore . yeah , its true i'm smiling BUT the real is my heart was dying . i'v try to act like nothing was happened between us in front my mom & its work . but i cant stand for a long time . i hate it when my mom cant stop talking about him . but wut can i do ? can i just said " ma , dont talk bout him anymore ! " ??? can i ? should i ? grrrrr ...
we'r so close AND our heart was SO FAR .
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